temper...

kali niey nk update sal temper.. ak niey bukan la org yg boleh kawal ngat temper, tp xd la ak g marah2 org x tn2 pasal, 2 gile nme nye... hehehe.... kalo nk ckp sal temper, temper ak mmg tggi.. dlu lagi dasat, pantang org tego ak pown da nak melenting... tp 2 dlu laa.... skunk da ok daa.... hehehe.... ak igt lagi tyme ak form 4, ak bengang sbb pe ntah ak pown da x igt, pas2 ak kua klas, dok kat lua jap, konon2 nk sejok kn aty laa tp x berkesan pown,.... pas2 ak pegi tendang tong smpah yg x bersalah kt blakang ak... pecah laa tong smpah berkenaan... hehehe...tp x laa berkecai.. sket jer.. ak nmpk kecerderaan yang berlaku kt tong 2, tp ak wat bodo jer... ak msok klas ak marah2 g.. ak tolak2 meje la, hape laa... tyme 2 sume dak klas ak pndg ak x puas aty.. ak pown wat bodo jer... hahaha.... tyme 2 x pk pnjg g, dok pk dri sndri jer.. x pk owg len pown.. hehehe.... pas2 membe2 ak tego, soh ak kawal temper ak, tp mule2 ak mlas nk ambk port, tp ble ak pk2 blek.. btol gak ckp dorg 2.. pas2 ak try r kawal temper ak.. ble ak msok matrk, ak da promise kt dri ak x maw marah2 tp 2 d gak terlepas 4,5 kali... hehehe.... dok kt mtrk, x rmai yg taw ak niey temper tggi sbnanye... ak jd ok laa... kot?? hehehe... kalo cm org gurau kasa ak leh trime r, ciap leh tmbh2 yg x berkanaan lagi.. hehehe.... dlu x leh pown... kalo dlu kawan2 rapat ak taw r ble ak marah dowg sket pown x brani nk tego ak melainkn ak yg tego dorg dlu.. hehehe..... ble da dok kt mtrk, dok kt u, ak da boleh kawal, walaupown kadang2 terlepas r gak.. tp x rmai yg leh nmpk ka dlm state marah yg amat sgt.. hehehe.... ble da lme2 ak jd cm mlas nk marah org, kalo cm org wat pape yg bleh di katekn layak r untuk dimarah, ak jd cm mlas nk peduli.. bia je laa.... tp d exception gak r.. bkan ak leh tahan marah tok sume mende... ble ak rse cm nk marah jer ak akn dok jaoh2 dri org len.. dok senyap2, istigfar byk2..sbb kalo ak bkk mulut, bahaye...hehehe.... x pown ak akn cbe g bergelak ketawe ke pe ke... kalo ak x wat cm2, t x pasal2 d yg kne sembur walaupown x wat salah pape pown... naye je.... tp semenjak, duemenjak niey, temper ak cm snag ne balik.. ka da riso da.. takot jd cm dlu g.. ak d r gak trpk nk g jmpe kaunselor, tp 2 laa... mlas.. hehehe... bia la ak overcome mende niey sndri... hehehe... boleh ker????  ak niey bahaye ble da marah.. hehehe..... t byk r keluar perkataan2 yg x sepatotnye, lah n ble temper ak da stat nek, even the smallest mistake or the silliest mistake, leh wat ak mengamuk...... ak masih ag blaja nk kawal temper ak... harap2 as time fly, ak leh lower kn temper ak niey.. hehehe..... ak sndri pown takot ble temper ak nek coz ak taw what i'm capable of doing.... hehehe... tp xd la smpi nk g blasah org ker.. hehehe... sbb ak bkn cm some pmpn (ak ckp SOME bkn SEMUA), ble dowg marah gle2 dorg nanges. ak jenis yg akan cri something so ak leh lpaskn marah ak... tp nanges better than running amok.. hehehehe...tp xd la ak g blari kejar org ngan parang ke pe ke.. hehehehe.... ble ak pk2.. t nk kne kawen ngan owg yg sabar,,... yg leh tolong ak kawal temper ak niey... hahahaha... ke c2 lak pegi nye... blaja pown x abes g Aqilah Nordin oiii!!! hahahaha.... ble ak dok senyap, ak akn try reflect blek dri ak... ak akn try pk rational x ak marah2, perangai ak, byk mende laa ak pk.. kdg2 kalo ak marah coz gadoh ngan sape2, ak akn cbe pk blek sbb pe gadoh... i'll try 2 put myself in his/her shoes.. try rse pe yg dye rse, maybe not as a whole tp at least sket laa.... pk secare rational, jgn marah2 dlu.. kalo dlu ak pk ak je btol, kalo ak rse cm nk marah, ak marah jer.. peduli ape.... hahaha... tp 2 dlu laa... skunk da x daa... tp 2 laa... kadang2 ak x leh nk kawal temper ak, mybe sbb da byk ngat yg ak smpn.. membe bek ak penah ckp, 'ko jgn smpn sume dlm aty ko, t dye makan blek ko dri dalam'... ak sedar mende 2, tp ak x leh nk wat ape.. ak smpn je laa... x pown ak ambk jlan mudah dgn bia je mende 2 tergntung, x yah selesaikn... tp xleh.. t melarat.. ak da penah rse da.. tggl kn malsah n then melarat.. ak gak yg naye... hehehe...... tp 2 laahh.... skunk ak manage g r kawal temper ak walaupown sesekali terlepas.. tp stakat niey xd damage trok laa..... hehehe... hopefully ak leh kawal temper ak in the future n leh pk pnjg n lebih rational... hehehe.... -END-